all in position & get set! petty, trivial, amusing. pick at the surface. fucking nose dive. day after day after day. over and over and over. a welcomed decoration. a detached appendage. condemn, abandon. build & bloom. lend it all to the up & down. day after day after day. over and over and over. … More the breath of balance
belly taut. self imposed and this ordinary delusion is all but disposed. something is missing in front of our noses. belittled berating, its nothing at all. fire at will and ascend to a crawl. anthropomorphized at twenty feet tall. the grandeur, the glamor. wade buoyant, impossible. postured in surface space. woolen your eyes. exposed: impersonal, … More wade buoyant, impossible
/// PLOTTING THE NEXT ONE… (ONE fin. a post-mayhem account: still breathing & a decade too late. there is no beauty. there is no peace. simply the “somehow hang on.” let us start from the end… the stories we tell ourselves seem to have nothing to do with what is actually going on. nobody is … More ambiguïté | vagues | subtil | confusion
Born begging: Bland & banal. Watered down ho hum. Lights. Camera. Action. Liquored and bemused. Maelstrom in monologue as ALWAYS kept moving. Cut! Retreat. Wanton woes worthless & winded. We never knew the need for much of anything. Irked in idling. Cozy and dormant. Ebb.
a lazy suitcase sitting & staring. im with the walls & window & door. distinterest: this, that & everything else. peak & pit & punch & pull. wear in the brow, age in the teeth. hey vanity! endentate content with the break. interrogative sentence, quick cursory squint. but no. impulse & terror honeymoon in addling. … More human interest story
domesticity, the schism. stale & still stinking. an idealist, the botch. most of us are wrong most of the time. fluorescent fleshy vessels phony & fucking. we need more nobodies. more muddied machines making noise. killjoy diagnostician. hey pointed finger! anything at all? all of us have exactly zero answers.